I ... realised it long ago.. but I swallowed it.

I decided to remove the irony entry. Maybe I shouldn't be this direct. Or maybe...I should phrase it in another way in order to be less.... hurtful. Or maybe I wasn't at all yet prepared to lose a friend. or maybe.... I treasured you more than you know. Just that it's less noticable. but still. if we call us the goodies, I don;t think I should still read a similiar entry everytime.